The beggining...! (go back »)

I arrived back home in A.D after a long term at boarding school in England!! I was planning moving back there permenantly after the summer so when my parents told me they were divorcing i was shocked!! it hit me as OH MY GOD what do i do!! But then i talked to friends and my mum and realised it was actually going to be better!!

But then later in the week my dad told me that he and my mum had both had affairs whilst they had been married and i'd been born!! My dad's been getting really drunk and angry lately and i just needed someone to talk to who wont judge me and talk back!! And thats why i started this blog!!

So now I'VE been sorting out who's keeping what, which photographs, which ornaments, which furniture!! I'm the child- not their lawyer!! And the shippers come on Sunday which i can tell is gonna make my dad go mental and just upset and later that evening i can just see he's gonna go mental!! I won't be able to take it!!

My sister's not being helpful one bit!! She locks herself in her room and just works and works!! She sometimes speaks- but only to me- she laughs!! My brothers- forever fighting!! H doesnt want to go back. He begs to stay, keeps making mean comments to my mum!! And G, well he doesnt say anything, he goes along with it- scared that he'll say the wrong thing.

I'm just praying it gets better. It has to!!