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Well im back and its quite gay!! Im just sooo bored with being at school!!

Got my belly button pierced on the weekend and it looks amazing but my mum went mental but now i think shes ok with the whole thing!! My dad is kinda too!!

Except the other night he rang me and was crying and was like get mummy to ring me coz she wont ring me and she told me that H and G had turned their phones off coz he kept ringing and i think that was a bit harsh!!

Am so excited about the whole move back i think its gonna be amazing!!

1 week till my birthday!! WOO HOO!!

xxx

Well i dont know if i mentioned that the packers came last Sunday and shipped half of our belongings over to England!! Well they did, and there is hardly anything in the villa in Abu Dhabi anymore!! I actually dont know where all thats stuff is going to fit over in England!!

And today is my last day ever in Abu Dhabi so im very excited!! Finally get to see all my friends!! YAY!! And get back into a routine which is always good!! Umm so yeah i'll be packing up my room today- like clothes and all the other necessities. I feel quite sorry for my dad- being here of all places my himself!! If i was left here alone i think i would commit suicide!!

I think i will miss Abu Dhabi because for the last 4 years its been my sunshine and my wardrobe!! Id buy clothes from forever 21 and everyone would be jealous of them!! I'd have a big room to myself with an ensuite!! I could top up on my tan!! I suppose it was the best of both worlds coz being in England i could have my friends and my time apart from my fam!!

Now it'll be over...for now!! 

I arrived back home in A.D after a long term at boarding school in England!! I was planning moving back there permenantly after the summer so when my parents told me they were divorcing i was shocked!! it hit me as OH MY GOD what do i do!! But then i talked to friends and my mum and realised it was actually going to be better!!

But then later in the week my dad told me that he and my mum had both had affairs whilst they had been married and i'd been born!! My dad's been getting really drunk and angry lately and i just needed someone to talk to who wont judge me and talk back!! And thats why i started this blog!!

So now I'VE been sorting out who's keeping what, which photographs, which ornaments, which furniture!! I'm the child- not their lawyer!! And the shippers come on Sunday which i can tell is gonna make my dad go mental and just upset and later that evening i can just see he's gonna go mental!! I won't be able to take it!!

My sister's not being helpful one bit!! She locks herself in her room and just works and works!! She sometimes speaks- but only to me- she laughs!! My brothers- forever fighting!! H doesnt want to go back. He begs to stay, keeps making mean comments to my mum!! And G, well he doesnt say anything, he goes along with it- scared that he'll say the wrong thing.

I'm just praying it gets better. It has to!!